It’s a new year

The last post I made was pretty depressing...I was a little depressed about being alone...I have to admit that at midnight, when the ball dropped, I felt alone. I was with friends, but I felt so...lonely more than alone. I was watching some of my closest friends call their men and be happy and all that and I realized that all I had was them and my family...I think I may have even shed a tear...(snif...I know). But now that the bulk of emotion has passed, I'm in bed with the cat sleeping accross my legs, I feel okay. I know I'm going to have a good year, that I'm going to grow as a woman, as a Domme, as a friend and as a lover. I also feel kinda comfortable knowing that this is day uno of the No Love Policy. This is the year of me!

I can’t wait til the fucking holidays are over

Sounds like I'm a little high strung doesn't it? I'm just tired of walking around town and seeing people make out on street corners and all the love stuff on tv. I've just taken on this No Love Policy, maybe that's why I'm bitter. My best friends boyfriend implemented this last summer. His was supposed to last 2 years...dogshit of course. I'm giving myself til the holidays 2007 to be single. I'm just not ready... Granted I could make an exception if ever there was an absolutely amazing, lovely,...(all sorts of good adjectives)... I know that this is going to be good for me. I'll be able to just concentrate on me for a year. I want to be able to just...have fun without and strings. I think I'll make it official, the No Love Policy will take effect on the 1st of january 2007. Yeah...